The Undefined fear….

I lay on my bed… soaking my pillow with tears..

I try to remember exactly what is it that I fear?

Is it the passing time or the strength that i lack..?

Is it the mistakes I’ve done or the fact that i cannot bring myself back?

What is it I am afraid of?

Why am I so scared?

Is it the people I’ve hurt or the people who’ve hurt me?

Am i afraid of everything that I can’t seem to see?

Is it the respect of a teacher or the love of my family?

Is it the possibility that my life can end up in a tragedy?

What is it that i fear the most?

What do my eyes say I am scared of?

Is it the sun that sets but wont seem to rise?

Is it the hope that I have but always seems to die?

Is it the faith of some people i cannot grasp?

Is it all the mistakes of my horrified past?

Or is it me?

Can it possibly be.. the thing I fear the most is the person I can’t ever be?

Or The things that i try to understand?

Or…The me.. I try to be when I am sad?






The high tides in Mumbai were definitely terrific ones.The Mumbaikars enjoyed this tides that were very vigorous. The rays of sun flashing out from the dark clouds were creating an illusion wherein the sky was seeming to appear as the route for heaven and the rays coming out as the doors to heaven which were seeming to open for us.

The Past…

The past is past for a reason..

That is where it is supposed to be..

But some can’t let it go..

In their heads it eats away….

Until all their focus becomes,

The person that they used to be.

The mistakes they made in their life,

Oh! If only they could see..

That you cannot change what has already happened.

No matter how hard you try..

No matter how much you think about it…

No matter how much you cry…


What happens in your lifetime,

Happens for a reason unknown.

So you have to let the cards unfold…


Don’t get wrapped up in the negative.

Be happy with what you have been given..

Live for today, work for tomorrow.

Get up, Get out and start living..

Because the past is past for a reason.

It’s been and now it’s gone.

So stop trying to think of ways to fix it.

It’s already done, it’s unchangeable, MOVE ON..!!

The Broken Friendship…

Why do my best friends fight?
When really at the end they unite
All that time wasted
On stupid hatred
Why did she really have to scream
So that the one she hates had to put down her dreams
Why did people have to pick sides?
When both of you knew that they didn’t want to decide
Both of you had to make everyone feel bad
For not choosing your side and getting mad
Why do you have to say bad words
For all you know your friendship is going downwards
When I ask “what happened?”
Both of you make everything darkened
Why don’t you just forgive?
Why don’t you just give?
Tell me why you don’t want the other to live
Don’t you remember when you were in pain
Like you felt you were falling from the sky like rain
No one could explain
Why you acted insane
I have had enough
Both of you fighting rough
Just shut up for once
And discover the brilliance
You once had
You just fight
You don’t even realize it’s already night
You never forgiven each other
None of you said that this is a burner
You’re old now, very old
Your life will be sadly sold
You think now how wrong that fight was
No one is there to give you applause
It’s too late
To have your best mate
You die lonely
You lived guilty
Guilty of ruining someone’s life
You get the knife
Suddenly everyone is gone!

Hold Me…

I’m hurt all the time.
I don’t want to cry for the way I feel inside.
I just want someone to hold me…
I’m alone in the dark, please try to find me.
If no one cares, I don’t see a point to go on.
Anyone find me! Anyone care!
I’m sorry, I just don’t want to be alone anymore.
I feel unheard and unseen. Depressed and weak.
No one cares and yet I’m always the sorry one.
Someone find me! I’m scared.
Please hold me until it all ends.
Just hold me that’s all I want.
I don’t want to be alone in the dark.
Just hold me as I start to disappear from the light.
Just hold me as I start to cry.
Just hold me so I wont be alone inside.
Just hold me so I don’t do something wrong.
Just hold me so tight, that for a moment I could feel the light….